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I WANTED SO BADLY TO LIE DOWN NEXT TO HER ON THE
COUCH, TO WRAP MY ARMS AROUND HER AND SLEEP. NOT
FUCK, LIKE IN THOSE MOVIES. NOT EVEN HAVE SEX. JUST
SLEEP TOGETHER, IN THE MOST INNOCENT SENSE OF THE
PHRASE. BUT I LACKED THE COURAGE AND SHE HAD A
BOYFRIEND AND I WAS GAWKY AND SHE WAS GORGEOUS
AND I WAS HOPELESSLY BORING AND SHE WAS ENDLESSLY
FASCINATING. SO I WALKED BACK TO MY ROOM AND
COLLAPSED ON THE BOTTOM BUNK, THINKING THAT IF PEOPLE
WERE RAIN, I WAS DRIZZLE AND SHE WAS HURRICANE. |
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